i’m putting music on one of my mom’s friends phone’s its all like josh legend and micheal jackson .-. atleast i dont have to listen to..but i feel sorry for hannah xD she’ll have to hear micheal jackson and john legend xD
We had a cookout today at my house ugh -.- i hate those things. but me and hannah just watched a movie in my room The House Bunny <3 and yeah her brother thought Ethan was a girl o.o and he thought Billy was ugly >:O but i slapped him so its all good. xD oh and he thought Jeremy was a girl too .-. how rude >:O but then everyone left and i was happy ^_^ yay me :,D <—smile with tear in eye
i got my laptop so..i dont have any of my pics on it…i was going around getting all my pictures and i had to go to..jeremy’s meez to get his picture..i didnt think it would hurt as much as it did now that i’ve moved on and all but here i am crying. i read his poems and they didnt help especially his whole *longing for death* he wrote for me :P i had to get off as fast as i could i guess i still love him… and i always will >.<
your tears dont fall..they crash around me....i hope your happy.
i’d kill myself yeah i’d die for you but you probably wouldnt even notice i was gone yeah i say i love you, yeah of course i do, but what you dont see is all the pain I feel all the lies i’ve told you even the small ones they haunt me as he’s holding me, i wish you knew all the pain you’ve caused me..even though you arent even here i’m going through hell i know i shouldn’t blame you but what the fuck else is there to do i’m sorry if somehow you ever hear the words from someone else’s mouth but…maybe i dont love you after all maybe i dont love anyone the feeling of emptiness is all that i feel but anyways fuck it. i dont need this shit. i hope one day your happy.
well i’m going shopping with Hannah tomorrow that should be fun -pft- i still have LOADS of school work to do. i guess having this cat and having all this other shit doesnt leave me much free time for anything. :P i kinda miss talking to people that matter.. :P but oh well. today my mom walked in my room cause she had to do somthing on the comp and i was listening to music and was to lazy to pause it SOO i turned it down instead…and i guess that song ‘fer shure’ by the medic droid came on right as she turned it up..or somthing..so i got cussed out over that she was all “i heart your fucking make-up??!! >:O” i played dumb.. x] it didntwork so well tho..but she dropped it so good <3 i wonder is she heard the whole song…o.o..i would’ve loved to have seen her face >:3
i was on meez..and like..these to gangster ppl were hooking up and shit..so i went up to the gu and i was all “how could you cheat on me with this sleezy hoe!?” and the girl actually fell for it.. hahahaha EPIC <3
amg..so i started school..yesterday…and i didnt even do six hours before i got a headache and got sick and had to lay down..so NOW..i have EXTRA work!! >:O which i’m supposed to be doing right now but..what ever…i dont care..i probably wont live to see college and shit anyways. and this damn cat is pissing me off… he keeps jumping on everything and my mom took his carrier to take our other cat to the vet —.- so theres nothing to lock his ass in. FML.
haha yeah i named him gabriel….>.> i dont know how old he is..but he’s so cute <3 i tryed taking pics of him but he wouldnt let me >:O he was playing with his little toys …so cute <3 (=^,.,^=)<—- his face xD but yeah now he’s sleeping..and he’s so cute..my bed is so huge compared to him xD haha i love my kitty :3
weeeell i think i like one of mah friends o.o yes creepy i know w/e i don teven know why i like him he’s weird and obnoxious and shet…and he speaks spanish and confuses the hell outta me. o.o but but..idfk.. -.- i gotta stop liking my friends >:O its srsly getting annoying.
ok so………………………..-sighs- i’m bored..its dark..and i’m hungry…and and and..thirsty..-.- and jess isnt on…fml D=< atleast i’m talking to someone (hi-meh and audrey)oh and niomi is totally ignoring everyone josh, me…audrey o.o she’s kinda being a bitch..yeah i said bitch wtf ever.. i’m getting over all this computer bole-crap…tired of typing and plus i have school so i wont even be on anything fun just k12 -.- oh brother… >.< i wish school would jump off a bridge and get ran over by a U-haul going 600 miles per hour. oh well i guess… : /